I'm more mature now and want to understand more and more. I never really had any serious questions back then, but now its entirely different because my father also died and the state of my soul and my mother's soul is worse and worse. It lasted for about 4-5 months because I started to question the role of the church and started to feel like i cant do anything because every fun thing is a sin. I was baptised in a reformed church when I was a baby, but it wasnt really meaning anything to me, until my grandfather died in 2020 and I became relligious and started to attend Mass on Sunday with one of my former classmate, who is still part of the Pentecostal Church. I dont really have any person I could ask outside of the internet. Are we in a sleeping mode and waiting for the return of Jesus and Final Judgement to be Revived, or do we immediatly get judged when our body dies and our soul leaves it? Is the Final Judgement something that will unite Earth and Heaven and make it into the eternal Kingdom of God, but before the Final, there are other judgements when we leave our body before the return of Christ? I'm really sorry for these questions, but I truly started to pray again after a long time and trying to find peace in God and I aggressively looking for more and more information to calm my Spirit, but I know that in the end, only my Fath in God and the Love of the God will give me eternal peace. Still, it is an interesting and essential topic, so I thought I would make this post. Everyone had different opinions about this, but obviously we will never have a true anwser in this life. Lately I've been thinking about Heaven and my passed away father and the judgements of the souls. I believe we will never know the full truth until we meet God and be in His pressence in Heaven. It's like I always want to learn more and more and understand the Bible better, but once a quesiton is fairly anwesered, another 100 question appears. Something always breaks my faith, but then something always calls back to Christ. I've cut myself away from Christ, then returned, only to cut myself off again and to return to Him again. My faith has always been challenged many times. My father passed away last year and since then I've been questioning everything about God, afterlife, souls, etc.
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